Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I am a imposer and I have to be.

I new what I wanted but never spoke up. People disagreed and I let them have their way. What does it take to get three people on the same page while trying to let everyone be happy? its not possible. We won't be on the same length...I know I am the Business guy but I needed help and nobody stepped up to at least understand how important this was for me, for us, no one. I know no pointing fingers. I love my friends I hope they love me. But I guess I now have to do this on my own instead of having them there to back me up, its something I must do. I hate calling the guy and telling him we can't make it because time constraints. Jared told me to call him, so I did. But now we never went when we had the chance to meet with him because he told me to be more business like. I love him for that. But at the same time I hate people telling me things then not helping me follow through sure I might have to wait till the summer for him to come back to town but I need to talk to the contact now or needed to talk to him a week ago. We had the time, but nobody wanted to step foot in that place. So I guess I need to stop imposing business on my friends and keep it to my self. I tried to hold a good business meeting but nobody wants that, sorry for being boring, but I am trying to get somewhere Nothing against you but I needed to get my thought out. I chose you guys because I needed back up and the cheering on I need to do this but for now I here the silence of your voice. Jared you are the rock of the Triple alliance and you rubie are like a sister I never had.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Flying not so high

Sorry guys things have been hectic, but I am here to bring you up to speed.
Things around here were okay until the recent death of our dog, Marley, by
distemper. I get my ID tomorrow yey lol. I can't wait and then hopefully I
start HCC February 14 That would be fun.

This Break I hung with the gang and threw toilet paper at peoples
Just kidding. I did hand with the peoples but no tee-peeing houses. I know You
wish I did but you can't get your way. pool, coffee, visiting our old stomping! We did okay but nothing I really wanted to get done while my bud
was in town for the holidays. But you know things won't go down if you don't put some effort into getting what you want.

We all make mistakes and things change like always you don't remember people's names
but you only remember faces. You fall for the ones you feel more attracted to and that makes it harder for you to trust others again. A true friend always stabs you in the front. Friends leave not something you can get over overnight after you shared everything together. But time moves forward and so must you.

We must make due with what we have because if it still here then that is that is what you must cherish the most.

The Brownies....Much <3