Sunday, December 7, 2008

They judge first and care later!

I can't change the way I feel for her. Even If I know she belongs to someone else. Even if I know we will never feel the same towards each other. I just want to move on. I felt this way about her way to long. I let my feelings take over and I don't want that. I thought it would all change after she said no the first time. All I wanted was to know was who did she want me to be. They tell you people don't change. They tell you men won't change for any woman. She made me want to be better. I would have changed the world if she asked me to. I just wanted to be the person she could trust and love forever. But I was held back. My thought of insecurity and poor judgement. The person people see is not the person people should get to know, but its the person they tend to judge first. But I would do the same to anybody else. I cared. I cared about her well being or if she is happy. I only have one life and I feel like I am alone. Its too bad no one will stop judging the wrong image. I am my own companion.


The Brownies....Much <3